Thursday, December 14, 2006

why do they bother?

reading the newspaper and watching the morning news....
thats me every morning.

this morning was no different.
read the news and listen to it at the same time.

but my eyes got distracted by the 'your opinion' in Kompas...
ndilalah... (sorry force of habit being a Javanesse)
the TV that I was listenng to was Metro, and Editorial was on...

Ok, now i'm reading people pouring their heart out in Kompas and listenin to the same kind of whinning in TV... hahaha what a morning....

onr thing that cross my mind was...
DAMN, why do all these people bother to call and tell their proplems to all the people out there, when they know they wouldn't get any solution at all !!!!

i take my hat off to those people that still believe that other people still cares and the media can work wonder !

hahaha...
this is not the cafein talking, just me.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Anak tiri

multiply gue mulai ramai dan banyak dibaca orang

(angka lebih dari satu bagi gue, dapat didefinisikan dengan kata banyak),

padahal benda ini gue buat for the sake gue bisa nulis reply di multiplynya herdi...

ah... life is weird that way!

dan akhir cerita adalah blog gue di nadetta.blogspot jadi merasa dia
dianak tirikan, karena dia cuma punya satu pembaca setia....



hehehe...



konsep anak tiri ini melekat di kepala gue tadi malem and i can't shake it off..

buku yang dikasih pinjem herdi (falling leaves)  bikin gue berlinangan air mata....

kisah tentang seorang anak perempuan yang tertindas berlapis-lapis... (how sad can you go?)

sama ibu tirinya karena dia anak tiri (lho)

sama  bapaknya karena dia adalah alasan kenapa ibu aslinya meninggal

sama kakaknya  karena dia bungsu



gokil !

kalau gue jadi anak itu semua orang udah gue gebukin jaya!

sumpe jadi emosi pisan euy!

paling ndak tega liat anak kecil di perlakukan tidak semena-mena

why do you want to have children when you don't know how to treat them!



wah lega deh..

gue .......



Thursday, December 07, 2006

empty pages

blank pieces of paper
no word, sentence, piece of mind
just blank
staring back
waiting wanting to mean something

but the hand
the mind
the person
has no more strength to write
waiting wanting a blast to turn the life around

maybe then
writing can come
feeling can flow...

but no body knows when....

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

In Her Shoes

tadi malem gue baru nonton film ini dan cerita dalam film ini nonjok gue sampai gue berdarah-darah sendiri.
cerita sederhana tentang hubungan adik dan kakak perempuan...
wah....
emang sepertinya film ini was ment to be a cheesy film tapi ada beberapa kalimat dalam film ini yang menohok gue....

sebuah pertanyaan mengenai... what keeps you together, ditanyakan oleh seorang calon suami kepada calon istrinya. Si laki2 itu bercerita bahwa yang 'keep' dia together (dalam kamus gue 'sanity') adalah his job (he's a lawyer with long hours) food (dia suka banget nyoba makanan aneh2 sehingga bisa menebak makanan kesukaan seseorang just by knowing their personalty) dan basketball.....

waktu pertanyaan itu mencuat, i have to think so very hard to find my answers...
what keeps me together?
my friends ? ndak
my books? nope
my films? ndak juga
my writings? sepertinya bukan
jadi apa..
sepertinya kalau gue udah bisa nemuin jawaban akan pertanyaan ini... my soul searching days are over... and then i'll be sane again...

ouch....
what do you think?

Sunday, December 03, 2006

porn

What is it with indonesian and porn?

we are known for our politeness, but what happen when our inner selves  got the  best of us?

a string of amateur porn is born...

no matter how old, young, you are .. no matter in which part of the country you live in...

indonesian (in my personal opinion) are still intrigued with sex!



so why can't we all come clean?





Bakpau

makanan yang katanya berasal dari daratan Cina belakangan ini menggangu pikiran gue..
I'm craving for one hot white bun of Bakpau.. dan karena gue lagi menolak untuk makan daging... well, yang kepikiran di kepala gue adalah bakpau putih halus berisis kacang yang hitam.. yummy....

waduh.....
setelah gue pulang ngajar di menteng rasa craving itu menggila di lidah gue...
karena biasanya tukang bakpao berjualan di dekat gereja, akhirnya gue kembali ke SMA gue di Kemanggisan scouting tukang jualan bakpao.. setelah melewati jalan yang penuh dengan mobil yang parkir (karena gereja jam 5 baru mulai) ternyata the tukang bakpao is no where in sight... sigh...

sampai senin pagi ini that craving belum terpuaskan... hehehe....
ada yang tahu tempat bakpao enak dekat kantor gue di kuningan?