Alone....

funny how you think that you've got all the friends you need in the world...
then suddenly when you ask a simple urgent thing to 'em... they all looked at you with a big question mark in their faces and just stood there thinking that something that i just aske 'em aren't important enough for them to help out.....

it kindda make you think, why do i even bother being their friends.... sigh...

gosh, i'm too old to talk about friends rite now.. i should've talk about marriage, kids and pension plan.

but the one thing that bothers me rite now it's that label that you put on people to help you realize that you can count on 'em... that label that i've mark people with turns out to be misleading... gosh... was i ever so wrong...

the good thing that came out of this is that i got lotsa suprise when people --whom i didn't label 'friends' came to my rescue...

well the moral of this story it... (if you haven't been bored and still continued on reading to this part)....is that no human being can be labeled as friends, their just people who happened to know, meet and talk to you... don't count on them.... but if they help out once in awhile treasure their helping but don't think for a second that they will always help...

hahaha...
kindda cynical rite?
well, this thought came to me while drinking coffee, alone at a small resto....
so don't blame me.. blame it on the coffee (the drink for lonely and hard working women) and on loneliness.....

hahahah....