Thursday, September 27, 2007

Thanks for sharing...

if i could take a peak from your eyes.
I bet i could see how great quiet sunsets, starless nights and dusty roads are...

Monday, September 24, 2007

birthdays...

I just forgot your bday.... (again... as usual)
oops...
I didn't do it on purpose, really. Is just tough for me 2 remember bdays.....not just yours, but everyones I knew....

I don't know why, but i really can't remember birthdays... phone numbers.. names... and all the bits of information that some people tend to do, when they're friends....
I guess i never thought that those things are important..
being friends means you are there for other when they needed you the most...
not just the ability to remember the dates of their birth...

... "it's not always about what you think 'Ta," a friend of mine told me after she reminded me that i forgot your bday....

"Yeah, I know," I said mumbling my apology...sigh...
    that friend said that shows my lack of concern for you
"Really?" i asked
   "Yes," she said with a straight face
 
yeah... my bad..... i'm sorry...

so Happy Bday my friend...
I know that you're having a tough time rite now..
and me forgetting ur bday doesn't help at all (so a friend told me)
but i do really care..
(although I have no clue how i could help you get through this complicated problem of yours....)

please still call me a friend....
Happy  Bday....

hiks2 sedih banget tulisan ini,ya.. hehehe.. ndak gue banget...
kalau mau protes, layangkan saja ke temen gue yang bikin gue mikirn ttg ultah semaleman kemarin. hehehe.. you know who you are, teman! :)



Monday, September 17, 2007

#1 for today

seperti mendengarkan lagu tanpa melody
sepert membaca kalimat tanpa arti
seperti telefon tanpa dering
seperti tertawa dalam air
seperti satu sendal tertinggal di trotoar

sepi, hambar
tanpa rasa

Stay Focus

wuih........
susah banget sih untuk fokus beberapa hari ini
aughhhh....
seperti isi kepala gue dikeluarin dan di tinggalin sendirian di pojokan ruangan

sumpeh....
rasanya ada bolongan gede yang menganga di kepala (bekas tempat otak gue berada)

padahal gue ngga sedang jadi vegetarian
padahal gue ngga sedang puasa

kaya yang bisa dipersalahkan cuma satu yaitu ... umur yang mulai senja ini...
 

hehehehe...
gila ndak penting banget yah tulisan gue!
cuma butuh untuk nyampah dikit di blog ini..

kalau tahu gitu...

kalau tahu gitu, tentunya gue ndak datang hari itu
kalau tahu gitu, tentunya gue nggak berharap banyak sama kamu
kalau tahu gitu, tentunya ngak usah repot2 nuanging minum dan menemani malam di situ

ah...

kalau tahu gitu...
sayangnya gue nggak tahu
dan seperti semua penyesalan yang lainnya...
semua datangnya terlambat

yang ada cuma gue dengan bodohnya termanggu berharap pagi datang lebih cepat dan satu hari bisa berlalu dengan lebih singkat....

ditujukan untuk sebuah wiken yang menyebalkan!

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

you

eh jangan malu-malu!

eh jangan malu-malu...
cuma nongkrong aja di situ
ngomong dong..
karena kita semua pengen denger cerita kamu
(terlebih aku)
yang udah ngak tahan mau ketawa dengerin kekocakkanmu...

hehehehe....
(terinspirasi dari wajah-wajah yang berjejer di bawah kalimat ..your post have been visited by.. people.. tapi ndak pernah komen or punya cerita untuk dibagi....."lagi sibuk, yah?"

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

need some space!

i'm thinking about space (no, not the final frontier... hehehe)
just space, a place to call my own..
now, after i got my own space .... i gotta thinking.. how much space do i really need?...

one  of my favorite novel called 'the secret garden' has this one chapter titled ' may i have a bit of earth'.. all the little girl want was a bit of earth to plant rosemary and other flowers i couldn't name... but what happen in the end was she got this huge garden therefore she needed help...

that memory from my childhood confronts me with the question, how much space do you need? and after you get it... do you wanna keep it or not?

gosh....
in a time when i should be thinking about something more important, this stupid thought flashes in my head...
damn.. there goes my focus....