Saturday, August 19, 2006

Speak Up, babe....

hehehe.. i just opened my yahoo email... and boy was i in for a big surprise. This blog o'mine here is read by lotsa people.... and one sent me an email questioning my "sanity" writing a piece about UAN...

well...
my blog is called a journey of an irony... in hope that people understands the irony of being me...

OK...guess i gotta explain my self for the writting i made
i got this zanny idea 'bout UAN when I got fed up by the media exposure about it...
for me ... life is an option... everything has it's option.. if you don't like it... take a hike...
the same goes to the UAN...

you felt it's not good. so hell.. don't take it...
don't go bragging your story and trying to challenged everything (when you don't really have the answer for the problem)...
guess that's how i saw the test...
people are busy talking about the ones that didn't past...
have you ever imagine how it felt for the people who did past and work their ass of for it?

it's not fair!!!!
I know how hard those test are. I took one when I was in high school. And boy, i work my self out doing those stuff.... and imagine when i pass and feeling so happy bout it.... one person flunk and said the test was wrong....
and made all of us re-take the test or just plainly dis-the test....

I would be soaring mad, wouldn't you?

maybe it's just me.....
but that's how i feel.

actually i don't believe in labeling people. I believe people are created for a purpose, that's the reason that i refuse to comment about nadine chandrawijaya....she is who she is and if that's the way she wanted to be known.. that's good for her!

peopleshouldn't be label smart or stupid...
they're all people...
when one says they are smart at.... (blank) .. i feel that's not for them to say....

guess that's my reason for writting the piece that got under eja's skin....
it was a no-brainer piece, with no intention to brag about me and my educational background...
just me...
and writing stuff as I (with no label attached) see it...

oh ya betewe: good luck on the coming of ur baby, za!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

me time......

Eh, coba ya lo rasain ada di posisi gue…
ditinggalin temen satu per satu..
yang satu kawin,
yang satu nyiapin kawinan,
yang satu pindah kerja ke Bali,
yang satu sibuk sampe cari kado buat kawinan temennya pun nggak sempet..

Wajar lah kalo jadi agak cranky..

ini adalah email dari sahabat gue yang baru gue terima pagi ini....
buat kalian yang nggak kenal gue, gue adalah teman yang sibuk sampe cari kado .......

OK, i admit belakangan ini sebuk jaya loka...
damn...gue pikir kerja itu sama seperti sekolah...
you have fun doing it, you find lotsa friend doing it and most importantly you love doing it!

emang gue ndak bisa bilang kalo i hate my job..
it just sometimes... just sometimes.... it's taking over my life....
there's no more 'me' time di hidup gue.....

kalo gue nggak jaga diri...
hidup gue habis buat hal-hal lain di luar gue....
I need 'me' time...
bergelung di tempat tidur
nonton cheesy films dan menangis seharian...
atau baca buku cinta nggak penting....

just me, my room and hal2 yang bisa bikin gue lupa sama idup...

jeleknya sama "me time" ini adalah gue kehilangan sahabat2 gue.....
bagusnya sekarang ini beberapa temen dekat gue lagi punya kehidupan sendiri2 dan nggak kehilangan gue sama sekali....

tapi email dari Vina ini bikin gue ngerasa nggak enak...
am i too selfish?
or am i just taking care of myself --karena nggak ada yang bisa jagain gue lagi--

go figure!