Thursday, May 25, 2006

Goodbye's


rihsa, dije, me and ocha....
9 years and we still posses the same way in our pictures...

hahaha..
9 years of friendship really adds up...

looking at this pic i got to thinking bout goodbyes.
when would we (the four of us) say our goodbye..
or are we going to simply vanish without saying the word...

i recalled a french movie talking about death it's called 'the sea'
a 2 hour movie simply talking about goodbye...
good byes are hard...

i know so..
coz i've dealt with a good deal of g'bye in my life..
the memory of my first real goodbye still stayed in my head.
walking away from the classroom door looking at the first true friend i made in life,
knowing that i won't be able to see him forever.
boy that's hard..
and after that every goodbye i made is less dramatic....

no more thinking about what will happen next or
what would happen to the person i said gbye to...
goodbye in my book after that only means goodbye and so long...
maturity does wonder to the heart..
no more crying in my pillow at night wishing things could turn out the other way around...

goodbyes mean finish.. the end... and new story....
damn...
why am i thinking of goodbye when i look at the pic of 4 of us?

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