I'm the kind of person who reads horoscope but never truly believe in 'em.
I'm the kind of person who reads success story but never believe it could happen to me.
I'm the kind of person who loves romance but never truly belive it could happen in the real world.
guess to sum it all up... I'm a non-believer....
well, these past few years i found myself noticing small stuff that made me shiver.
I found out that my life was/is full of signs...
things that i didn't notice until at the end...
BAM.... it hits me in the face....
like for instance, i was accompanying my mom to a chinnese herb shop, and the owner took notice of me and started predicting something about a scholarship in Netherland for me... i just laught to be polite and never really took notice. until the day after that i went back to my school in Bandung and met a friend on the train.... and he gave me an application form for a scholarship from Netherland!!!!
I was, "what?" that's creepy.... i never have any intention of going to that place, so i just ignore it...
after that i keep noticing that lotsa sign were given to me...
i got my first job by applying to an ad in a wrinkled newspaper i'm suppose to throw away...
i got an application form for my master degree the day i was release from the hospital, coincidantely my hospital was across the street from the school and that day was suppose to be the last day to buy the application form......
and plenty more story after that. ....
I'm thankfull for those things, but it kindda freak me out when there's a lot of sign urging me to go to one direction where my heart, soul and body is going th other way...
for a non-beliver like me, all this add more pressure to my brain.....
mmmm....
why can't life be easier?
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