Muse

MUSE: the power regarded as inspiring a poet, artist, thinker, or the like.

I always have a muse in my life... first I thought it was odd (me having a muse, I mean)...  it kindda bother me to think that i need somebody or something to spark up my head with ideas.. the funny thing is that the muse I had weren't always the person I fell in love with or admire.... simply just a person that catches my eyes and mind at a certain moment in time.

Salvatore Dali has Gala--his wife-- as his one and only muse.... but not me.... as long as i could remember i always have a different muse for every milestone of my life. my first novel was inspired by one great Indonesian actor (who i think weren't given a chance to reach for his stardom.. hehehe) ... my second novel (if ever published) inspired by a pupil of mine... who always sit at the front and smiles to his teacher (me!) sweetly.. a contrast with his dark, big, rough and rugged exterior... hehehe....

about a year ago, I found a muse.... :) and with that i started to write poem in Bahasa Indonesia... hehehehe..... (to bad he doesn't inspire me anymore... so I'm back writing in English.. damn!)

now.. after all the muse has gone... (the last time i felt inspired was about a couple month back) .... i found myself without ideas... damn... where in the h**I could I find my next muse? mmmm...